Things Have Changed A Lot Poem by Nicole Naude

I fell on my knees, hands over my head I'm thinking what else could go wrong
As I'm listenig to this song
My tears are streaming down my cheeks like a waterfal
I wanted it all
When were talking every night its like a battlefield
Where I have no shield.
I'm feeling weak

Some nights I wished you would just leave me and get it over and done with
But now I have to learn to dry my own tears
I have to face all of my fears
I need to be strong
And move on
I have regrets and mistakes
But I have what it takes
I'm only human, I will make the wrong choices
But that's not even nearby enough reason
To do to me what you are doing to me
I liked it when we were WE

I used to laugh and have no worries
Nothing to feel sorry for
I had to fight no war..
There was Ŀ♡√Ɛ* at first then the fighting came and tossed everything away
Now there's not much to say..
I feel brutily depressed
I am stressed
I don't get any rest
I really hate to let this moment go
But its the best way to know
What's worth fighting for