This Is A Way For Me To Let All Of My Pain Out Poem by Broken Soul

I sit here in the darkness
Just thinking about all of the things that are going on
I cant always handle what I think about

I get off my bed
Turn the light on
Lock my door
Turn the music up louder

I pull out the razor
I put it to my wrist

I start seeing the blood coming out
I keep doing it to make it bleed even more

I gasp in pain
The cuts are burning me
The blood keeps coming out

When I finally stop bleeding
I wipe off the blood with a towel i stashed in my room

I feel happy about what i just did
This is a way for me to control things
This is a way for me to let all of my pain out