This Pain Inside Poem by Jessica Lynn Sumahit

I cant go on like this
this pain inside
this pain that's killing me
i just want to hide
i thought i had a man for me
but time has only made me see.
i don't want to hurt him
but i cant spare me
the love i have for him
in my heart it will always be
i cant take this pain inside me.
why cant it let me be.

i cant go on like this
with love and its evil twists.
the man that was once for me
has only lead me to misery.
this life i live
will only give
me pain and suffering
i cant go on with this burden i give
some time i feel i don't want to live
but life goes on and so will i
but deep inside i will always cry
i cant take this pain inside
why cant it let me be.

the time we shared i will always keep
the love we shared, emotions so deep
the man i loved and will 'til the end
i wish i knew what was around the next bend
this pain i feel
is oh so real
the things we had i hold so dear
in-spite of all these feelings of fear
i will go on
on to a new dawn
we only live once in this world
we will be spun and we will be twirled
but i will keep this pain inside me
it will never let me be.