This Pain Is Mine Poem by Eman Awad

Why with all of what i've been through,
i still feel like there is a chance for you and me?
Is it because i'm still so in love with you,
i feel like i'd die if we weren't meant to be?
I just can't believe my self at all,
even though he used to hurt me i can't forget.
Like he ruled my heart and owned my soul,
i pray to see him right before i regret.
I'm not over this at all, why can't i?
he is over me for he never loved me for real.
I feel so sorry for the tears i cry,
just telling my self that he would feel.
But he never felt and he won't,
this pain is mine, all mine.
And forgetting him i don't,
just like old times, waiting for a sign.
I'm over knowing i'm in love,
but why can't i just let him go?
Every time that i look above,
i see his face among the stars and i miss him so.
I'm calling out for you,
i still long for the days we spend together.
And i feel like my life is through,
it's through till we meet and you love me forever.
Haven't you loved me in return,
why do i feel like i'm already left behind? ?
It hurts so much and it burns,
knowing that this pain is mine, all mine....