This Sister, Is Weak Poem by bree nada

this is all i feel
the deepest sadness there is
lets end this now
let the skys recieve one more
because depression is all i feel
no more smiles, only tears
no more hugs, only fears
life shouldn't be this way for me
i deserve better
the ocean does not compare to the tears i need to cry
this life needs to end because this, i cannot do
can't sit hear listening to you
you are so happy
a socialite some would say
while i wallow in this misery which you dont seem to care
i am the hidden sister, which no one seems to see
no one understands me, you
are all they see
you have my spotlight
you have my glory
you are the one which they are proud of
day in and day out you tell me things that i dont care about
all the guys that want you, oh what a delema you must be in
as for me i have none
because you are all they see
so pale from the light that you block from me
so weak from carrying you into your light
never interested in what i have to say
i keep all my problems hidden
because night had turned to day
you are who they love
you are who they seek
i am just your sister
who's growing forever weak.