This Wasnt All Me Poem by Jenah Bergman

it wasnt all me
this was you
i now hate you
you are part of the reason
the reason why i hate myself
the reason why i am disgusted with my body
and why i cant trust anyone
i didnt mess this up
and i often wonder
what if you wernt in my life
not only do i wonder
i dream
i dream a perfect life
and oh do i wish
wish that my dream
my perfect life dream
would of happend
you screwed up everything
with a stupid selfish act
i ask myself everyday
why
why me?
why does this all have to happen to me
today
well today i didnt
i didnt ask why me
today
i dont know why today
but today i knew
why all this happend to me
GOD
yes i know GOD
but he
he had this happen for a reason
i use to not believe
believe in things happening for a reason
but today
today that has changed
i feel i have a purpose here
i have the ability to change peoples days
or even better
maby someday
i can have the ability to change peoples lives
yeah thats right you no longer control me
you were once my brother
but now with all the pain and hurt you have caused
you are no one to me
and i can freely say
this wasnt all me! ! !