Thoughts Poem by Cannita Melius

Sitting there
Thinking thoughts which aren't meant to be thought
Rain falling in the background
Blowing wind brews up coldness in the air
Music playing in the background
Not much help
With the pain felt
No warm, goosebumbs all over
Thoughts running here and there, to and fro
Saying 'Where are you? ' 'Why aren't you here? '
Awaiting patiently in the darkness
With the coldness, rain and music
Thoughts fill the room with unanswered questions
Who? Why? What? Where?
Nothing fills this emptyness
Just a void
A huge hole
Pain filling the back of the eyes
Headache kicks in
But thoughts still continue....