Thoughts Within My Head Poem by chelsi Ruffing

Trying hard to get out the feeling
Unsure how to put something thats never been spoken
Oh so many thoughts all at once
Will they ever come out of my mouth and not lost in my head
I can only wonder but never know
As the fire builds up behind my eyes
Not one will ever know the haterd I hold inside
The bitterness against the world around me
The people that seem to pass but never seem to stay
So many sorts of things I hear
No one knows I'm even standing here
They think they know everything there is to know
If only they knew they didn't know half of what they should
I clinch my fists together and bite my toung
When really I was to lash out and kill this pain
Say the things that seem to burn ever so deep in my mind
There's not point to pray to god right now he can't help
I'm strong enough to do this on my own
I've been doing it all this time alone
Some people say she has it all
They don't know half of what I go through
True friends arn't real
Family is a treasure is something you should hold on to
Leaving a place isn't always bad
To leave something dreadful
I'd like to see them try and break me
I'll get back up and smile in their face!
I'm a reble for life there's no changing me!