Three Poem by jess deaves

Im waiting for it to be over but it isnt yet
Hoping this ache is as hard as it gets
She walks a ghost in the background and i cant make a sound
Something has to give its so tightly wound

She is the one you sleep close to at night
While i am left with this wrong feeling of spite
She gets to hold you even though she doesnt belong
These thoughts shouldnt be mine and it feels really wrong

This is not the person i was or who i should be
But its so hard when in this relationship there are three
Oh sorry.....we're just friends
Even though she knows thats not where it ends

You are the most beautiful thing in this world to me
The best in everything i see
You are the one i want to wake up next to
And share my life with only you

We let go onve but not again
Youre the one thing that must remain
I need to do the things we planned
We lost time so i know you understand

Im in love with my best friend what more could i ask for?
I cant be without you anymore
I would be lost if you went
But i know just as well as you that we are meant