Tick Tock Poem by Jennifer Gordon

I hate you since you hate me.
Don't you know that's a lie.
Stop hating me since it's the only way for you to get by.
It's pathetic and you know it
Sorry I ain't empathic
But I can't, no never, no how.
I gave you too many chances.
way too many chance.
I don't even give a damn.
You took me a brand new shinny toy,
An let all the others play with me and gave me to some little boy.
I am so sick of this.
I just want my bliss.
I'm unwanted and now he is giving me back to you.
The very person who didn't want me at all.
So you kick me,
and you throw me all over the floor.
Why do you put me through this anymore?
And you know why, you can't help it.
I am your little punching bag.
I'm beneath you way to small to fight.
Defenseless and you know I'm right.
Without me you will have no one else to blame.
You feel ashamed cause you feel your life sucks.
but you don't see you have the best of luck.
the more and more you kick me
and the more and more you scream
and the more and more you yell and
shout cause things aren't what they seem.
I'm right and you're wrong and that's the point of this song.
So kick and scream all day long.
Time will keep on ticking
and when the bell rings.
your time is up and I'll have had enough.
Pinocchio's fairy will be coming round.
I'll be too big for you to do this to me now.
So get your kicks in
the clock is ticking.
and when the bell will be ringing.
and I won't have to see you anymore.
you'll miss me.
but I won't care
The love that I gave will no longer be here.
Written 11.20.09