The expectation is someone will come looking for you.
The reality is that they are either too stupid to know something's wrong
or that they simply don't care....
Frankly, this time I think that he just doesn't care anymore....
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I am sorry that i will never be good enough.
I am sorry that i did something wrong.
I am sorry that for some reason you feel this way.
I am sorry that i make you cry.
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Smiles on the out,
But I really want to shout.
I can't take it anymore.
the pain makes me sore.
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You hide in your horrid fantasy.
Basing it off of reality.
Running away from what you know is there
Hiding in the closet
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This is life,
we accept it for what it is.
when it sucks we are supposed to get back up.
It is a cycle.
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With him I am warm.
But now that everything has gone up in flames
I went back to the old sames
I am not mad at the sun that has disappeared
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There are moments in life when we realize things.
and those things become detrimental if we are to succed.
Unfortunately we tend to shoo away the trigger that sets of the epiphany.
We hold the gun
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Why?
That's my question. Why? Why am I still in pain? I care for you, yes that hasn't changed but the type of care that I have for you is different/
I wouldn't take you into my life the same way.
I couldn't.
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What's begun isn't good.
It's the start of my tragedy.
I don't want to hurt.
not this time. not again.
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Having a good day.
Never felt better.
can't keep this smile off my face for too long.
hopefully I'll have a happy ending.
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'When I am with you there is no time.
There is no rules.
There is no world.
There is just me and you.
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when you touch my shoulders
you just reached for the gun.
When I touch your arm
I just grabbed mine.
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I see you on the wall
in my dreams
in the night
I hear you in my screams
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I lay here in my bed.
thinking of you.
Reliving all the memories I have.
as the tears fall down my cheeks.
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There is nothing left of me.
Nothing that I can see.
Cause what hurt the most was you not being there
No one to hold me tight
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who are you to tell me?
what are you to act like you know me.
you don’t know what I’ve done.
the things that I’ve seen.
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hey if you're cool you can call me jenni you don't have to though. I write. i think other than this. That is all you need to know.: o)
Expectations Vs. Reality
The expectation is someone will come looking for you.
The reality is that they are either too stupid to know something's wrong
or that they simply don't care....
Frankly, this time I think that he just doesn't care anymore....