Time To Sleep Poem by brads brads

What am I meant to be, when all I can see,
Are dark clouds forming over me,
The sky is blue and my heart is too,
Is this meant to be, can you please tell me,

Looking through the darkness into the light,
All I can see is my own battle to fight,
To live and survive, im no longer alive,
I’ve taken a dive and given up the ride,

There’s no one here for me, that I can see,
Time is short I know that from my thoughts,
Life is tough, the journey is rough,
I can see the end of me,

Loneliness comes, I have to feeling to run,
So many times, that is what I had done,
To hide away everyday, makes me tired to stay,
What is the point, so I roll up a joint,
Then I can see no sympathy in me,

Take me away, I don’t want another day,
I sit down and pray that some day I may,
Lose the right to my fight, and live until the end of the night,
I have no fear of not being here,
Time will tell, if I sleep and awake in hell,

I have no feelings in this life, its not real, no big deal,
My heart is tired of this place, my soul has an empty space,
My dreams have gone, my mind has too,
Theres nothing her for me to lose,

What is life, if not to give, if all you conceive is others greed,
I sit and read to understand, than no one here gives a dam,
I am a child in this land soon to come a dying man,
Do I stand and make a try, or should I sit down and live a lie,

I’ve seen my life for what it is, an empty space in this place,
I have no power to carry on, I have no life that belongs,
Ill take my chance while im asleep and hopefully make my own peace,
I will see you soon when I die, please don’t wait around and don’t you cry,
I know you wont, because your not here, no one can see my own fear,

To be alone is how it is, I no I wont be missed,
My time has come to go alone, maybe ill find my real home,
My real life in the sky if im lucky enough to die,
Its time for me to part myself, as there is nothing else.