Why can’t I just disappear?
Just become as invisible
as I now feel.
I want to read through this book
And cry at the parts I’ve experienced
Without causing a huge scene.
I want to listen to a sad song
And let all my feelings out
Without being asked why.
I want to look at him
And see him happy with her
Without feeling my heart shatter on the floor.
But most of all…
I want to get all those things done
And go on with my life
Without thinking what I did was wrong.
Can I reappear when all that is done?
Just become as visible
as I want to be.
This poem has not been translated into any other language yet.
I would like to translate this poem