To Say Goodbye Poem by Puella Aestas

No more drama, no more tears,
just a quiet simple life, as it is,
I will not overcome, but simply hide my fears,
I’ll barrie them deep into my mind,
where no one will ever search or even find,
-not them, not him and not even I.

I’ve just realized what I must do,
-I have to learn to live without the thought of you,
to not look back,
with sorrow and regret,
-to fake a smile even if it hurts like hell,
so that not them, not you - only I could tell,
how much it hurts when you walk by,
without a word, you don’t even look me in the eye,
-but most of all I have to learn to say goodbye.