To Think Poem by Lameez Gusha

To think i loved you once,
To think i love you still.
After you crushed my heart to pieces,
After i experienced your betrayal.
To think i loved you once,
To think i was so blind.
I thought that you loved me,
i thought a better guy i'll never find.
To think i loved you once,
To think what magic we shared.
But you pretended all along,
But you pretended that you cared.
To think i heard a bang!
To think the gun was in my hand.
Nobody could know about this,
Nobody would understand.
To think i killed because of love,
To think my heart is so sore.
I let love get the better of me,
I shall not love no more