To Wonder Poem by Mark Hyer

It makes me wonder
How to feel I should
Loud like thunder
I know happiness is gone for good
All my life I have lived for others
I wonder if I should trust another?
The pain comes and goes
More coming than going
It hurts and it shows
Not a single sign of slowing
Where does it come from?
Why does it target me?
I feel so dumb
Over and over, but i cant see
Why do I let myself get hurt?
I feel like my face keeps getting shoved in the dirt.
Im done with life, done with the pain
This person you know, will wash away with the rain.