Today I Feel So Lost Poem by JAMES T. ADAIR

Perhaps if you were near
Perhaps if you were with me here
Next to me
I would feel your heart
And hold you close
Perhaps you'd ease my fear
Perhaps if you were here
You'd caress me softly
And kiss away each painful tear
But would you undertand I miss someone
Who is not you
Who touched then broke my heart
How can I confide in you that I gave so much away
That I haven't mended since I fell apart
Perhaps if you were hear
I could rest in your arms
and you could shield me
From all the heartbreak and harms
Perhaps if you were here you'd silence all the bells
And turn off all the sirens and alarms
Perhaps if you were here
Life would feel more special again
And more dear
I wish things would somehow clear
if you whisper 'I love you' into my ear
But today I feel so lost
I can't bear to look at myself in the mirror
I'm like a lost ship that cannot stear
She abandoned me
I keep thinking she'll reappear
Oh how I wish I was never even here