Too Hard To Explain Poem by Noren Bagundol

Traitor as it is
My eyes just shed tears
Finding a reason
For that sudden deed

Clueless as I was
I never got the hint
Of the sudden pain I felt
Just by this unknown hurt

What act had I committed?
How fool am I to cry?
When was the last time you came?
Why such emotion I released?

In my deep being
Something wrong is present
But too damn to admit
I'll be better a denial queen

All I did was just protecting
Myself to be exposed
From another pain
For I just can't handle it

Maybe better in paper
Maybe better through pen
This unknown feeling
Of an unfortunate queen