Trapped In A Day Dream Poem by Wardah Arshad

Never knew what I was getting into,
Seemed like such a harmless act,
Now I've fallen in too deep,
Unable to climb back.
My mind struggles for both sides,
Unable to keep track,
These screams I try to hide,
Behind these senseless acts.
Maybe I found happiness
Or was too scared to get hurt,
I chose the path that led to darkness,
Now it's getting harder to return.
I'm sinking in deeper,
Falling from truth,
Truth that I had left behind
It was a mistake, now I know.
Maybe I was desperate,
But I pray to be pulled out,
I've fallen in too deep,
And keep climbing further down.
I've blocked my mind to what I hate,
Reality is getting harder to face,
I'm lost in my own little heaven,
Trapped a little too out of place.
I chose my path and jumped in darkness,
Left my priority
Love and all my rest,
I'm falling I to hell,
Disguised as my own little heaven,
Pull me back up
Before I get eaten by darkness.