Tricked And Hurting. Poem by Kelsey Joe

Do you live with the satisfaction
Of crushing a young girl's mind?
With your painful tricks and lies
That will scar her because you were unkind?
Do you live with the joyfulness
That she gave you that day?
Because you lied to her
And she didn't know that her life would soon decay?
Do you live with the happiness
Of her nightmares she has each night?
And with the fact that she no longer trusts guys
Because she might relive that fright?
Do you live with yourself
After all the pain you caused?
Her heart feels like bleeding each night
But it's one thing that can't be gauzed?
Do you live with the guilt
That the seven year old trusted you?
And you ruined it
By telling her what to do?
How do you stand the live
Through all the pain you've given her?
All the tears and nightmares she's dealt with
And the scars you've left down under?