Trinity Of Betray. Poem by Eman Awad

With your love i started my life,
and more than your self i know you.
There is what will change our life,
some thing you'll say but i'll show you.
I'll show you that i know,
that there is some one else you love.
And i was coping but slow,
thinking that you won't hurt your love.
But that is over now,
i'm not the one for you any more.
I knew but some how,
i thought you won't open that door.
And some times i thought,
that my love is enough for you and me.
We aren't on the same boat,
but i'm chained with your love unfree.
When you just say the words,
nothing you do or say is out of love.
When you lie to me and it hurts,
thinking that you aren't making it tough.
When you are with me,
but your mind and heart are not.
Those are a trinity,
killing me slowly as i'm shocked.
And if we came to linger,
the things that together we did.
Non of our memories you remember,
heading slowly towards our end.
How can you expect me not to be knowing?
when i feel no one any more but you.
How can you expect my pain not to be growing?
when my life is just about you...
Some day she'll lie,
and she'll say the words she doesn't mean.
Your heart will cry,
knowing about the one in her dream.
She will be with you but away,
and then you'll experience what i did,
the trinity of betray...