True Ambitions And Thoughts… Poem by Adroit Angel

My whole world is ending in front of me
But I can’t help it to be
With my dreams where my soul rests peacefully
Why? Don’t I deserve to be happy?
What have I done to be deprived from this happiness?
To be deprived from peacefulness
To be deprived from love…
I’ve started a new phase and experience in life
A life of compromises, which pierces my heart and soul like a knife
It may seem that I’m complaining, but I love my own
Even if I’m not happy I don’t want to frown
I wish God would send someone for me
Someone to understand, and console
God is punishing me for something I’ve done
Have I had too much fun?
A true smile can’t be found from me in the near future
The truth is eating me up like a vulture
I can’t be my normal self ever
Do I have to compromise forever?
Hoping otherwise, I close my eyes, never to see the future
I hate my life and will continue so
But for what I’ve left behind, will compromise forever and on too.…