. Trying To Piece It Together 4 Poem by Angie M..

In-between all of this, there are moments of beauty for all of us. Even extended ones. Many opportunities though, not taken. Time passes. I think about all the learning and training and expectations and focus on gratitude There I reflect as much as I can.

As you both get what you want from this, and (knowing much is for me/us/you) I have asked for expansion (even suttle) and feel it is to all our benefits that I too be included in this outcome process. I have seen and felt gestures that I build my gratitude on. I feel that we should be moving at this point in higher levels.

Of course, my brain thinks about your next intentions and I believe its to take it all away in order to prove my confidence but, in all that love...I dont think that would be kind. It has been difficult enough and it is hard to imagine a future like this, without ever a conversation. I already said I knew and I believe I would be set-up to doubt cause it makes me upset even knowing the confidence intentions. Im not sure if doubt-believe, doubt-believe on repetition is confidence endurance when my mind has so many gaps in information.