Two Halves Of The Same Coin Poem by Ash Skandarsky

One friend goes left the other right,
Where should I go to the dark or to the light?
I hate how I dont feel like me...
I feel like I am torn apart like two enemies,
I wanna cry but all I can do is laugh
All my tears are all washed down in the bath,
With these problems I'm stuck in a void
Just like Two halves of the same coin.
I get lost and split in two,
Which one to route for who, who?
I hate being lied to and even worse hurt,
I hate wanting to choose sides to choose between a lier and a jerk...
I love them both dearly but I hurt to know
Each one has troubles their too proud to show...
I want to help, but I'm always the one delt
I want to be whole again! To get out of the dark..
I give out my heart.
I ware it on my wrist, But both of them crush it with a swing of their fists.
But I'm done with them both I'm tired of pretending,
I dont enjoy being liked by one and hated by the other...
It's like buying a shirt thats not worth spending.
Why do I even Bother?
They have so much in common, With me their both fun!
But I cant even look, I've judge the cover without reading the book...
The Jerk I like to call him now a days,
Has tried to move on and carry on his own ways,
He wont let anyone in,
He hides his emotions just like a sin.
The Lier I can definitly say,
His mind dont know what to do or which way...
He keeps all of his truths in a small box,
With all the lies it just lays there and rots.
He does what he thinks is right,
But really it does more bad then nice...
The Jerk all he seems to do is everywhere hurt.
He is the one people seem to call when they need things off their chest and get a chance to bawl...
They cry and weep,
And noone cares that he cant sleep.
I know each of their secrets not all but some,
But I'm sorry I'm done.
So if they read this please I want you to know,
I'm not doing this for show...
I love you both as A friend or sister should,
But I cant be there for you even if I could.
You both make it difficult with your sad lines,
And all of your life's long crimes.
So I'm Done singing this Sad Song...
I'm tired of being stuck in a dark void
Feeling like I'm Two Halves Of The Same Damn Coin...