Unbelievable Poem by Hope Marie Blankenship

I wish you didn't love me
I wish you'd make this easy
it was love that caught me
now its fear that keeps me with you
I wanna be by your side
so I can close my eyes
to cure the emptiness inside
that kills me when I'm with you
you try to break me
try to hate me
so you can fall out of love
you wanna make me believe that I am crazy
that I'm nothing without you
it's unbelievable but I believed you
unforgivable but still I forgave you
insane what love can do
that keeps me coming back to you
irreplaceable but I replaced you
now I'm standing on my own
alone
I feel you in my shadows
my heart feels cold and hollow
no matter where I run
I see your eyes always follow me
you try to hold me
try to own me
keeping something that's not yours
you wanna make me believe that I'm crazy
make me think that your the cure
your still haunting me in my sleep
your all I see
but I can't go back
cause I know its wrong
for us to go on
and I'm growing strong
to confront my fears
its unbelievable but I believed you
unforgivable but still I forgave you
insane what love can do
it keeps me running back to you
now I'm standing on my own
alone