Undesired Desire Poem by Renu shrestha

Undesired
…esire…


Today I am caught in a dim, of this day
Too... slow too... feeble,
Expecting for the expectation never known still.

Today I'm lost in mist
Imagining the thin that is really not creating any image
Generating suffocation within.

Today I'm not “Me”
Not getting connection of my own heart and mind,
Not knowing what is really guiding me.

But, I see a desire with wings of hope
Twanging in a far…
A desire not feeling to be desired ever….