Unfelt Feeling Poem by Viento de ador

I gathered my emotions
And I recalled the tears
I covered my face
As I hid from my fears

I saw what was on the horizon
Not what was in the foreground
An ocean of my own blood
Is where I would drown

The razorblade was my pencil
Revealed flesh was the pad
I felt so frustrated
I wasnt happy, but I wasn't sad

Until a calming picture was painted
Peaceful rivers began to flow
There were so many emptying out
Into the ocean forming below

As the canvas grew full
The rivers started to run dry
The sun descended over the hill
And I learned how it felt to die