Unfriendly Beginning Poem by Lukasz Porosa

Since our beginning I needed a friend, someone to count on till the end
Someone to talk to, someone who would understand
You were there for me, you always offered a helping hand
Last summer after my heartache you cared to listen and eased my pain
We got along, we became best friends
We got really close we fooled our brain but in reality I always believed you would find the right man not just a friend

Since the beginning you brought me joy but you only see pain
You ended our friendship to ease your pain
You tore up my pictures in vain
You programmed yourself to never speak or see me again

Since our beginning I was always afraid of losing you as my friend
Either way I now understand I had no chance you were not looking for just a friend
I have to keep dreaming, that is the only way because reality is cruel and in reality I lost a dear friend

The truth of the matter lies in our hands
To be true to myself I could not go on just screwing my friend
You saw my depressions you witnessed my pain
The prawda is nothing is worst than losing you as a best friend