Unheard Love Song Poem by Ming Guo

I'm so sick of regret, so sick of trying.
I'm so tired of myself, so tired of running away.

The first time we met, we barely knew each other.
At the time I never thought of it,
Never thought of love.
I only wanted to be your friend,
Only wanted to be someone you could trust.
Someone to talk to, someone to comfort you.
It wasn't so, I guess it was never meant to be that way...
I guess it was inevitable,
That I would fall in love with you.

I still remember you standing there.
Back then we were just friends.
I never meant for this to happen,
Never meant to fall for you,
But I did, and I still love you...

You know, I never felt love like this before.
In fact I never used the word love before this.
I was a coward, I was scared.
I didn't know how to tell you,
Turns out you'll never know.
By the time I wanted to say something
It was too late, you already moved on.
You already found someone to love.

I still remember you standing there.
Back then we were just friends.
I never meant for this to happen,
Never meant to fall for you,
But I did, and I still love you...

Years later, I tried to move on,
Tried to be strong, but I crashed and burned.
I didn't know what to do, what to say.
I didn't want to intrude, I didn't want to be rude.
I couldn't say a thing, because you were happy,
That's all I ever wanted.
I didn't want to hurt you, I didn't want to cause trouble.
So I tried to erase you. Erase you from my life.
Even now, I can't bring myself to forget you...

I don't want to love you, I don't want to miss you.
I just want to get up and leave, just want to run away.
I wish I could go back and tell you.
I wish I could forget you.
This by far, has been the hardest thing I have ever done,
But it probably is the best thing for me to do.
Inside my heart, I know it is,
So, even though my heart breaks,
I will always wish you the best...

I still remember you standing there.
Back then we were just friends.
I never meant for this to happen,
Never meant to fall for you,
But I did, and I still love you...

I'll always love and remember you...