Unlovable Poem by nicola forbes

Unlovable is what I am
I was told this by me mam
I never really knew me dar
he took off in his flash new car
me bruvvas got nice clothes and things
My jumble shirts held closed with pins
My muvva never liked us girls
preferred the shorter hair to curls
I got dumped at me nanas place
but she preferred me sistas face
So I just growed up on me own
an figured life out all alone
a few things happened on the way
that really shouldn't, lets just say
I never told like what I ought
It only would have been my fault
I had the devil in me see
well that's what nanny said to me
I was a demon, I knew well
that I am gonna burn in hell
that's just how life is set for me
Coz I'm unlovable, you see