Unspoken And Unheard Poem by chelsi Ruffing

I’m losing it all
Nothing left but to fall
Living on the outside but when really I’m dying
I smile but no one sees me crying
How did I end up in hell?
How couldn’t any one tell?
As each thing is taken away
I can’t believe I make it each day
Knowing this is the end for me
Only wish that It wasn’t to late to see
I reached out my hand
But there you just stand
This was a never ending fight
Something that only a few see is right
As the blood drips from my heart
As each piece is ripped apart
Its not something any one will ever know
Cause its just something I’m not willing to show
Everyone thinks I’m all a game
But how can you know when I never act the same
People say don’t give up and always try
But when will it get better unless I die?
There is no answer here
In fact there’s never going to be an answer any where
Walking down this path of memories from the past
Memories of fun that are now last
I hate to smile and laugh
I just want to come to the end of my path
There nothing like a life that’s dying
Even when the person keeps on trying
I hate having to hide
This feeling is up and down like a ride
In death people think happiness is found
But how can happiness be being placed in the ground?
Yeah heaven must be great and all
But can’t you wait till its your turn instead of letting that littlest bit of hope fall?
I always want to just scream
Is this real or a dream?
Its like I’m standing on broken glass
Right in front of you I pass
Tears start to fall once again from my eyes
Only wishing I knew the truth to all the lies
I stopped I can’t breath any more
I feel like I’m already dead and about to hit the floor