Until The End Of The Fight Poem by Erika Michelle

i cant stand this
im so depressed
why is it that you leave me?
what have i done?
ive lost everything that i a have loved
and you ... you of all people
im hurt beyond words
hurt beyond description
the pain is unbearable
they ask me whats wrong
they fake their concern
i fake a smile
a smile oh so very fake
but it fools those who dont care
it goes unnoticed
my oh so unbearable pain
i want to rip my skin to shreds
i want to dissapear
i quit eating
and i stopped cutting
because i can keep a promise
i can understand what a pinkey promise
means.
you said youd never leave me
you lied.
now i am once again
dead inside.
so ill see you on the other
side
lost in my own
despise
i cry out for you in the dark
if you would only reach out and tell me
that everything would be okay
that you never left me
but i would be dreaming
i hide my pain in the day
and shake the sobs out at night
i love you my dear
always
until the end of the fight.