Untitled Poem by paddy jansen

the sun turned into rain
my heart feels only pain
i said no problem it's alright
i lied u were my star shining bright

after all u said and done
i hoped u would be my number one
i told you how much i care
but you acted like i was air

u changed the subject fast
is ur love for me in the past
u called my love for u a thing
now my heart does no longer sing

wondering why did i even ask
my happy face is now a mask
i promissed i would never lie
so to be honest i want to die