Untitled 13 Poem by Ryan ...

I've never seen myself with angelic eyes.
And I couldn't care anymore.
I've never had it to hold,
so I've got nothing to lose.
I'm always away from you
sewen for your soul
But we could have never had us,
because I never had you.
I thought of you for too long.
you cease the blood.
make my head soft,
my eyes close, in a mindless cage
You've taken and disected my heart,
into sections of such a mere impossible puzzle
Now a frozen smile, won't even sew it back.
a kiss is something I kape anymore.
your lips have turned into something more,
forced to form a smile so sore.
forming the gates to a vicious tongue.
This love was living with its eyes sewn shut.
At times, I'd love to bludgeon you with (your own/my) words,
and lay you down, and gently close your eyes
and use your eyelashes to sew them shut.
then invite your remains for one last dance,
as you infect me with your smile
lasterday memories left me weak.
I hope this haunts you like it does me.