Untitled Poem by Taylor Gilbert

Lying under the stars,
Covered with a blanket of warm air.
Loving you more everyday,
Hoping your not just using me.
Wondering if you love me back,
It seems like you don't.
Trying to keep every tear in,
Hurting real bad inside.
Wanting you to answer all the questions yet to ask,
Since we hardly know each other,
I'm not sure how loving you came to me this fast.
Wanting to keep this relationship,
But being pushed away.
Having someone there to talk to,
That really matters to me.
No one except you makes me happy,
I know I will have someone to talk to when I need it the most.
You listen and understand me,
Just the way I do to you.
I want you to know the night I heard the news,
I had a knife in my hand,
Ready to stab myself.
I finally realized that I really do love you,
There is nothing that anyone could do about it.
Everyday you are the only one that is on my mind,
Hoping that I'm on yours too.
I dont care what happens to you,
You will forever be in my mind and in my heart.