(untitled3) Poem by Newo Enec

I almost wish I were dying in your cold embrace
Tears carve riverbeds in my once smooth flesh
It is so hard for me to write this
As my senses have failed me
My sense seems to have left me
In a pool of my own blood
And dont be mistaken
I will never forget
The seasons shared
And throughout the winter how I wished to walk with you again
To observe the growing, the changing
Spring, the renewal and rebirth
But I realize now
We were both changing too
We grew in cycles and our mistakes revealed how differently we behaved
Just let me have something of substance
More than just a two line avaoidance
Because I am afraid it will be the last time
And honor it BECAUSE I am strong enough to let go of you
Dont refret this, know I will ALWAYS
Love you
And its because I love you
I break these chains
And set you free from this 3,000 mile weight
Please reply, and give me all of your heart
Give me something YOU
To keep with me forever