Newo Enec

If I wan, into the severed moonlight
Like the swarms of my shamed ancestors before me
Would you bury me, eulogize me
As I never deserved?
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I almost wish I were dying in your cold embrace
Tears carve riverbeds in my once smooth flesh
It is so hard for me to write this
As my senses have failed me
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It was night
The shadows fell around us like wet february snow
Clinging to the secret creases in between us
And I told you
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A long time ago
All I wanted was to write something beautiful for you
But I could never find the words
Words were the slippery parts in conversation
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It was the loss of my motivation
As he took my hand
I had nothing left to work for
Nothing left for which to stand
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When I saw you today
I knew my feelings had changed
Because the only feeling that came over me
Was a vicious yearning to rip your hair
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Kool aid.Socks.Pop Tarts. Circles,
When they always beat triangles
And ninja fights on your front lawn
With pool cues on the trampoline
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Where is creativity?
Is there even any more room?
Has human inspiration been dried out this soon?
Or have we gotten too lazy?
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Pose for them, they still won't like you
Coat those nails in black
Dye your hair ever darker
Wear your makeup thicker
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My fingers trace these cold scars
And I remember the warmth beneath them..
My eyes absorb these pink scars
And I remember the red beneath them..
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I don't want to see anymore
Don't want to open my eyes and witness
Everything in this world has been corrupted
It seems
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I ran into the room, feeling the pressure,
My heartbeat resonating throughout my entire body
Blood pulsing beneath every inch of my skin
Like the monster forming inside me
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you held the pain so close to you,
never let your grip falter in fear of expression
you didn't speak to anyone
except through the pen you slid across the page
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I opened up to someone last night
(Someone other than you)
I opened up my heart last night
(Speaking the words that aren't true)
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You may very well be my end
My destruction,
But if it's you tearing my flesh
From my bones
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You stare at me through contacts
Beneath your blonde highlights
Do i deserve discrimination
When i avoid your eyes
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this bullet is for you my love
to taste deaths cold unending kiss
this bullet is for you because
im not ready to let you live
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You dont ever need to change to impress me
Im impressed just by the way you smile or
The daring glint in your eye
Dont be afraid to make mistakes around me
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Why, oh why do you never listen?
I told you this would be a mistake
Why, oh tell me why did this happen?
People like us arent concious of the chances we take
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it seems so long, even if i see you every day
its just too long to be apart
every second you ignore me
is another needle in my heart
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