Upside Down Poem by jess jayne

With every day that came and went
my life started to fade
I started to fade into the darkness
and didn't know if i could come back

But with every day I came here
my life semmed to end
but now i've started to realise
that it's not my time and it's not my place

I will be back here next year
i will be better no matter what
I'll try my best to fight my fears
i'll try my best to make it through

I gave up once before and don't fancy it again
but no matter how hard i try
there will be a day where i'll say goodbye

It could be now
it could be next week
but hopefully it will be when i'm 81

They made me realise there is no point
in going now when i'm this young
my life is yet to start, my life is just about fun

But the fun fadded away the day you left
i've been writing ever since just so i'll never forget
the times i spent with you by my side
seems a lifetime away

You said i will have a wonderfull life
but what about now
when it's all been turned upside down



Written on the 16th march
Missing my granch and trying to get better