Ur Not There: (....! ! Poem by Zaid Akhtar

U R NT DER
With each passing day
ur becumg a mere acquaintnse
ur existence reducng
ur memories fading
i so try 2 get d picta back but itz so vague
i so try 2 relive d past but itz still vain....
as i stand n d horizon
al i can see is ur silhoute datz withdrawng in d darkness
i feel like the sea shore
and can only see you recede like the oblivious waves! !
i so try 2 hold you back but slip just lyk d sand.....
from the gallows of my life!
i shout
i cry
i plead
bt darknes n silence engulfs me....
for nothing!
ur gone!
lost 4eva....