Used? To Be Used? Poem by Michelle Dickson

Words escape me
When I cant breathe
Words escape me
When I cant see

These words that are bottled up
Are more than just heartache
These words that are bottled up
Are more than just a hearts pain

Please help me release these words
Into the air
Please help me release these words
Into the night
For now I scream
But it is without fright
That I scream this night

A scream of longing
A scream of pain
A soul left bare
For all the world to see
That her soul
Is now shattered and never be free
Of the pain that you have caused

Pain, more unbearable than one can imagine
Is putting a weight upon my shoulders
So hard that one will crumble to their knees
A pain so strong
That no one can see
What it is doing to me
Until it is already too late

So now as I sit here on the floor
Looking at your picture I swore
Why did you have to fu**ing use ME? !