Vday Freestyl Poem by carlos noel

love got me against the wall
and i cant help but feeling anxious
frigid
cold
late night
drinking
all alone
ran away
far from
home
now i got to 2 pills
on my
own
she put my heart into
stone
pain in my heart and my
bone
sadness is all thats
known
so much trouble, i need it gone

heart is frozen in the pavement
now its just memories in the basement
always going to be better than my replacement
only want real love, i can be patient
if i keep taking pills i might be a patience
she ran out of love right after the engagement
never out of love, heart is always engaging
like kanye, she left me and im raging
freestyling since my mind is pacing
i just want real love is all im saying
so much heart aches, im breaking
is it bad sometimes anxiety got me shaking?
i dont want to quit the pills that im taking
it helps me forget the troubles that im facing
i really need something that helps the escaping
sometimes i think i see death waiting...

painful
i just lost my savior
anger
i like the high and i like the danger