Voices Poem by Courtney Gentry

They want me
Hear me scream to go away.
they want me to feel the pain,
the pain I felt so long ago,
all seemed to creep in slow.
I know, I see them everywhere
all they do is try to scare
They win, I lose.
Everytime I read the news
I feel like i'm about to spue,
life is not as real as it used to be
all it is, is just a dream.
I try not to be scared
but i'm the only one whos left here.
in my life thats all so rough,
i've tried so hard to cover it up
scream, yell, and cried
I feel too much pain just trying to survive.
Everything that once was real,
is all just one big fairytale..