Waking Up With 9-11 Poem by Jabil Manandhar

Written back in 11th September 2004. 'Waking Up with 9-11' is a reflective poem that explores the dynamics of friendship against the backdrop of significant events, including the 9/11 (11-Sep-2001) terrorist attacks and the tragic incident involving 12 Nepalese workers in Iraq (31-Aug-2004) . The speaker engages in conversations with an anonymous online friend, initially finding comfort in their presence. However, as time passes, the friend takes on different forms and attitudes, eventually becoming more distant and unresponsive. The poem delves into the speaker's impressions of the world, their search for meaning, and their evolving understanding of independence. It touches upon the complexities of human connections, the impact of tragic events on relationships, and the need for personal growth and self-reliance. Throughout the verses, the speaker reflects on encounters with their friend during various moments, including the 9/11 attacks and subsequent acts of violence within two years. As the poem progresses, the speaker witnesses the horrifying event of the 'throat cutting of the brotherhood' where 12 Nepalese workers are kidnapped and brutally killed by the Ansar al-Sunna Army. The video showcases one victim being beheaded and the others being executed. The poem condemns this act of ignorance, expressing the speaker's shock and outrage. In the lines, 'I shouted aloud, but no one paid attention, while the killer drove on, demons within and outside, ' the poem captures the frustration and helplessness of the speaker. Despite their outcry against such violence, it seems that their voice goes unheard, and the perpetrators continue to perpetrate their acts of terror. The poem ends with a realization that it's time for the speaker to mature and live independently, as their friend no longer appears, leading to a final moment of understanding and acceptance. Overall, 'Waking Up with 9-11' delves into themes of friendship, change, and personal growth amidst a backdrop of societal upheaval and the lingering effects of traumatic events. Encompasses not only the impact of the 9/11 attacks but also sheds light on the tragic event involving the 12 Nepalese workers in Iraq, reflecting upon the speaker's response to these acts of violence and the struggle to be heard and make a difference in a world plagued by such atrocities.