Walk The Line Poem by Trevor Schulte

It's hard to balance two descisions
and choose which one I'm living.
I want to be with You,
with all my heart.
Yet, the longer I tread the line,
the farther I grow apart.
I once read from Your book
that there is no condemnation.
I sometimes take that word for word
and take a vacation.
I am so close,
and at the same time so far.
Can't I just give up,
and break even at par?
Can't I just walk the line,
be at both sides at once.
Or do I have to do what You say,
live how You want.
Maybe I shouldn't balance the wall.
I don't know exactly where I'd fall.