Was I Ever? Poem by samatha squiers

All I wanted was for a chance to show you exactly how I feel about you,
But all you did was turn me away, like a fool.
I don't see how you could push me so far away when all I did was fight for you,
I knew you better than anyone, everything you wanted, everything you needed to hear.
I was there by your side in the worst times, and I was there even when I wasn't by your side.
Yeah I may tease you and pick on you a lot,
But that is me showing you I care in a way that isn't obvious.
I know you are convinced you don't have feelings,
But what was that night in the water and the car ride home?
You couldn't stop and neither could I.
You may be scared of it, or you may not feel it anymore,
I have to know though,
Was I ever the one you wished for at night?