Was This Even Neccesary? Poem by Melissa Medrano

I want to form a foundation of friendship that was never really built
And replace happiness and fun with all the shame and guilt
We jumped right into a relationship and I am fully to blame
I ask myself constantly, would it have been the same?
If I wouldn't have pushed you to get involved with me right away
If I wouldn't have tried rushing greatness, would it have been okay?
Why can't we forget about our mistakes and what happened in the past
And just be friends from now, I promise it will last
I don't understand how you could have feelings and none the next day
When I tell you how I feel, it ain't no joke
And for a while they will still
We have formed a special bond, or so I thought
And because of that it's easy for me to look past everytime we fought
I can't stand to have you ignore me
I want to know exactly how you feel
Even though you may not believe me
What I'm saying to you is real
I told you what I wanted for Christmas was you, so I could wet
But it turned out to be so much more than that, a friendship I will never forget
You are so confusing, I don't understand you
But it makes me want to try that much more
I will be there for you when you need me
That's what a friend is for
I wish all the jealousy and anger would just go away
Please I'm asking you can we be friends from this very day?