Wasted Times Poem by Nebil Elias

Many years from now
When I look back in time
And remember the things I did in the past
That created these memories of mine
They are still in my mind after all these years passed

Moments I used to cry
Feeding myself with all these lies
Got my mind frying
Got me from the inside dying

Confessing my sins,
Where do I begin?
Nothing feels right
I keep telling myself everything will be alright

I have wasted my time
Telling myself everything will be fine
Shouldn't ignore the signs
I pushed it all and hid away
Maybe I'll conquer my fears one day

Flashback of the past through my head
Holding on, but the pain is obvious by the tears I shed
I question myself why and where I went wrong
Guess I was weak when I should have been strong

Now nothing can be done
Time which I have lost is gone