Watch Me Now Poem by Kristie Isaak

heart punding
my stomach is taking the pain
my eyes wont blink
cuz itll just take me away
nightmares of u and me
why did i let it be?
my heart wants to take me away to some nice warm place
but my mind cant take this pressure
im cracking like a vein
no sleep
i dont even wanna eat
why did i dig a hole this deep
maybe my friends can burry me a couple feet
when im ready ill call u bak
but now i need some time for my heart to relax
ill leave at midnite tonite to go watch the stars
and not think about all of my hearts scars
ill hopefully dream of what im meant to be
in some place where i can be happy
leave my heart behind
its worn out from the rain
maybe its blood will bind
if only i could take more pain