My matches lit my fire burning bright my heart split by the light…
What’s the worst thing I could do?
What’s the worst thing I can expect?
Why do these feelings feel so right?
These burning words making my tongue numb.
These gory thoughts making my mind numb.
This walk to your house making my legs numb.
All of this hate and I’ve become numb.
Here in this garden of passion here is this life that’s sadly our reality.
I cry but, only cause I can’t fix this.
I cried when I found out I was wrong about everything.
I’m crying because end the end … this is the end.
My dying love decaying with time…
I thought time healed all…
But, we’re already dead
Don’t try to fix what’s broke… I glued this and it shattered once again.
I drown in this reality of harm undone
We drowned when you lied
You said it was so simple
You promised it was okay… It hurts more that you weren’t right it hurts the most that you left that night. And sadly in the end… this is the end.
I plead that my heart break just one more time because, the words I love you only cause fights.
I beg that someday my hate be let free… but, then my psychotic thoughts would embellish me.
I’ve never gloated over my perfections because honestly they aren’t that great.
I’ve never said it didn’t matter
It’s always mattered even when you sat in denial… it still mattered.
And now… now it’s sad because… in the end….this is our end.
Tuesday, January 24, 2006