Weird Feelings Poem by Emilia Tejada

I heard this weird
voice telling me
ive got no
choice, no decision
and no chance.

I felt something
like cold water
inside.

I dont know if it was fear
i didnt want to hear

My mouth is dry
and water didnt cool it

I feel tears in my eyes
and i look in the mirror
and c y i cant do anything
with my life

i scream at the cold
sky hoping sth will come bak
but only rain and cold wind
covers me up

with this unknown feeling
i dont know how to deal
i dont know how to stop it
from destroying me

my heart shakes like
and earthquake
and everything just falls down

y do we live if we are meant
to die? !

Mad Milly